I've Been Wondering for a While Adventure Journal

Imagine participating in the divinity of humanity by focusing on the joy of being alive instead of yearning for an afterlife. Picture being in harmony with your belief system again. What would it be like for your questions, concerns, doubts, and fears to be taken seriously, instead of being ignored or written off?

In my I've Been Wondering for a While Adventure Journal, you will find a safe place to examine your honest beliefs without judgement. I gift you keys of music, art, and reflection to unlock the powers of introspection that already reside within you.

Become comfortable with not having all the answers or knowing what comes next.
Uncover the parts of your belief system that no longer serve you.
Face your future without fear.

Allow this journal to release from within you the unfiltered honesty you crave.

I empower you to take keys of music, art, and reflection and unlock the powers of discernment that already reside within you.

My adventure journal features hand-curated songs crafted to take you on a journey from questioning, through destruction, and finally to reconstruction. These tracks are paired with original colouring pages designed to focus intentions and bring quiet acceptance, and thoughtful journal prompts to guide your personal deconstruction journey.

I grew up the oldest son of a preacher (a PK, or Preacher’s Kid) in a small, conservative, pacifist, Protestant Anabaptist denomination. In my teenage years we moved out-of-state to begin attending a much larger Pentecostal megachurch. As a young person, church was my entire life; at one point I spent over sixty hours a week worshiping or studying in some way, shape, or form.

In college I finally admitted to myself I was gay, which promptly got me kicked out of my conservative Christian college. While you may think this was the catalyst for my unbelief, it actually strengthened my faith! For a while.

Eventually, I began to ask questions about what I truly believed, and why; the harder I looked, and the more questions I asked, the more the “truth” I was taught my entire life began to unravel.

While I currently identify as agnostic, I believe a person’s identity is complex and fluid. In this Adventure Journal, I provide you with a judgment-free space to explore what you believe and why you believe it - here and now. Let me help you connect with yourself and your values through the powers of music, art, and journaling.